I screwed up.


Dont ask me again if im okay,
dont talk to me like im not,
because it just makes me NOT okay.
Im trying not to stare at you. and i think im doing great. NOT.
Anyways,ANCO is in December!how cool is that!and this year its right here at Yuying. gosh. it feels really weird. its like,you're gonna be controlled by others when you're in your own turf. its weird!
And i failed my SS test. #%$#%$&^*&
I think EOY also will fail hah. havent study yet. bleah.
I dont know what im thinking. I just feel that this is the worst year of my life.
the absolute worst. and so bad luck ._.
I wont ever fully trust anyone again. cause its disastrous.